Health, School, Grief :/
as many of you probably know.... i was a passenger in a car accident on nov 12th of 2025. i fractured my orbital floor and suffered from chemical burns caused by the airbags. it took a few weeks of driving all over the coast of texas to find out if i needed surgery but thankfully, i dont :) HOWEVER. i have had progressive up my ass for the medical bills and i am so so depressed. i have so many things piled up and i still need to get my TB shot for my EMT class. it looks really scary. but theres no way but up.. i WILL get it done im just overwhelmed. also, my mom has been dealing with breast cancer and it's been a lot. i have to learn how to cope with grief and with the loss of a parent while she is still here because i cannot allow myself to become blindsided when i know she and my dad do not have that much time left with how their health has been going.
ive also been struggling in college and im worried of flunking out of my EMT class i WILL prevail but i hope my depression doesnt ruin everything i cannot afford to fail i need need need to be on top of things. im worried of my social life slipping away from me while im at school but thats how life as an adult is
